10:25 PM
Friday, March 6, 2009
"Omfg, my blog is so dead!"
That's a really lame thing to say after 35 days of having a dead blog.
Isn't that really duh?
A month, lotsa things happened. And not only to me but everyone around me.
I just wish life had a little more ups than downs.
February was probably the worst month of my life, I could barely open my eyes in class. Spilled coffee on my uniform during mornings. Sleeping at 3am. Stoning at the ceiling for 2 hours. Getting up to pee 7 times at night (that wasn't meant to be funny), that's life.
But I guess the worst thing was school and syf.
For school, my studies are like shit now. That's all I'm saying 'cause I'm so sick of deadlines.
I'm so sick of being the good student who could hand in her homework on time. I'm so sick of being the good student who never failed any quizzes or assignments.
Nymd syf, i'm really not sure.
This wednesday, the sec2 netballers went through a lot. That morning during assembly, the first day of camp, I couldn't even look at them as I would start crying too. I won't elaborate much on what happened. It was then I remembered a dream I had, which I had ignorantly threw to the back of my mind. It was a nightmare, and not those kind which ghosts appear in or there was a lot of bloodshed or whatever crap. It was the kind of nightmare that would make your heart ache from disappointment. I'm not going into details, but that dream wasn't good at all.
It was the kind of sadness that just took all the emotions out from someone, making you an empty shell. That was probably the worst dream of my life.
There's only 5 weeks left to syf, and we're not exactly doing anything about it. I'm one of them to blame. "We're gonna work hard", these are words easy to say but difficult to accomplish. I don't want a nightmare to come true. Ellen, promise yourself to work hard.
Nymd,
BTFABTAO
This is the chance to prove that we CAN maintain a gold with honours.
This is the chance to make our seniors proud of us.
This is the chance, treasure it, work for it :D
Ok & then there's friendship. 202 and NYMD have been awesome now :D There for your support and fun to be with. But there would always be problems, but I shan't allow those troubles to affect my mood :D
--- can you please be a little more understanding, a little less sensitive. & stop jumping to conclusions.
LIFE SKILLS CAMP :D
Monday
This was the first day an non residential. We didn't do much. Had our camp project dry run :D (Night Trail) I'm not sure but it went okay I guess. Had a feedback session and we raised our problems. Apparently the clues were wrong so no group came to our station xD
Tuesday
We did NZQ -_- I seriously can't stand it. But Hilary looked cool on the podium, hahahah xD
We had some personality assessment workshop. The guy was quite funny, less boring than I expected. I was quite interested to find out who I am anyway :D So we all did this personality quiz thingumag and plotted graphs (so sophisticated, lol). It was pretty accurate. I was a High "I" person. Meaning - Inspiring and Influential (and also Irritating but well nvm :D) Shuyi kept doing some puking action, bish her lah (x & I have the personality of an advisor. Lol! I kept yelling "I'm gonna Oprah Winfrey!" Jiale and Shuyi gave me that -_- look.
Later we rearranged out tables and chairs to make space for sleeping during residential LSC. Jiale, Regine, Hilary and I stayed back to mop the floor (just like last year, memories ;D) Anw Wulaoshi was really nice! She was trying to spread out the water so that it would evaporate quickly and the floor wouldn't be cold and we wouldn't get a flu.... (or something like that) Klara and I tried snatching the mop from her. LIKE HELLO, SHE'S 40/50 + ALREADY. We felt so freaking guilty, but she kept insisting on mopping the floor. Ms Ye told us off D< Like wth. In the end, I successfully convinced her to pass the mop to me :D Then Jiale and I were playing Cinderella, with Jiale being the step sister. Chasing me around the classroom with a 'whip', I was holding the mop in my hands trying to defend myself xD Ok, lame. I'll post the pictures after I get them. Jiale slipped and feel BWAHAHAHAHAHA.
Will post about the residential camp (wednesday to friday) AFTER I FIND MY STUPID USB CABLE.
My typing seriously sucks big time. I took 30 minutes to type this post, 'cause I've no typed since wednesday -_-
Oh yes, before I forget
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HILARY HIL HIL !!!
Lol, always remember "mamamama ohtohtohtohtoh" :DDDD
Love you <3
& also happy birthday to all march babes! Iffie's birthday is next next week!
Love,
ellen
That's a really lame thing to say after 35 days of having a dead blog.
Isn't that really duh?
A month, lotsa things happened. And not only to me but everyone around me.
I just wish life had a little more ups than downs.
February was probably the worst month of my life, I could barely open my eyes in class. Spilled coffee on my uniform during mornings. Sleeping at 3am. Stoning at the ceiling for 2 hours. Getting up to pee 7 times at night (that wasn't meant to be funny), that's life.
But I guess the worst thing was school and syf.
For school, my studies are like shit now. That's all I'm saying 'cause I'm so sick of deadlines.
I'm so sick of being the good student who could hand in her homework on time. I'm so sick of being the good student who never failed any quizzes or assignments.
Nymd syf, i'm really not sure.
This wednesday, the sec2 netballers went through a lot. That morning during assembly, the first day of camp, I couldn't even look at them as I would start crying too. I won't elaborate much on what happened. It was then I remembered a dream I had, which I had ignorantly threw to the back of my mind. It was a nightmare, and not those kind which ghosts appear in or there was a lot of bloodshed or whatever crap. It was the kind of nightmare that would make your heart ache from disappointment. I'm not going into details, but that dream wasn't good at all.
It was the kind of sadness that just took all the emotions out from someone, making you an empty shell. That was probably the worst dream of my life.
There's only 5 weeks left to syf, and we're not exactly doing anything about it. I'm one of them to blame. "We're gonna work hard", these are words easy to say but difficult to accomplish. I don't want a nightmare to come true. Ellen, promise yourself to work hard.
Nymd,
BTFABTAO
This is the chance to prove that we CAN maintain a gold with honours.
This is the chance to make our seniors proud of us.
This is the chance, treasure it, work for it :D
Ok & then there's friendship. 202 and NYMD have been awesome now :D There for your support and fun to be with. But there would always be problems, but I shan't allow those troubles to affect my mood :D
--- can you please be a little more understanding, a little less sensitive. & stop jumping to conclusions.
LIFE SKILLS CAMP :D
Monday
This was the first day an non residential. We didn't do much. Had our camp project dry run :D (Night Trail) I'm not sure but it went okay I guess. Had a feedback session and we raised our problems. Apparently the clues were wrong so no group came to our station xD
Tuesday
We did NZQ -_- I seriously can't stand it. But Hilary looked cool on the podium, hahahah xD
We had some personality assessment workshop. The guy was quite funny, less boring than I expected. I was quite interested to find out who I am anyway :D So we all did this personality quiz thingumag and plotted graphs (so sophisticated, lol). It was pretty accurate. I was a High "I" person. Meaning - Inspiring and Influential (and also Irritating but well nvm :D) Shuyi kept doing some puking action, bish her lah (x & I have the personality of an advisor. Lol! I kept yelling "I'm gonna Oprah Winfrey!" Jiale and Shuyi gave me that -_- look.
Later we rearranged out tables and chairs to make space for sleeping during residential LSC. Jiale, Regine, Hilary and I stayed back to mop the floor (just like last year, memories ;D) Anw Wulaoshi was really nice! She was trying to spread out the water so that it would evaporate quickly and the floor wouldn't be cold and we wouldn't get a flu.... (or something like that) Klara and I tried snatching the mop from her. LIKE HELLO, SHE'S 40/50 + ALREADY. We felt so freaking guilty, but she kept insisting on mopping the floor. Ms Ye told us off D< Like wth. In the end, I successfully convinced her to pass the mop to me :D Then Jiale and I were playing Cinderella, with Jiale being the step sister. Chasing me around the classroom with a 'whip', I was holding the mop in my hands trying to defend myself xD Ok, lame. I'll post the pictures after I get them. Jiale slipped and feel BWAHAHAHAHAHA.
Will post about the residential camp (wednesday to friday) AFTER I FIND MY STUPID USB CABLE.
My typing seriously sucks big time. I took 30 minutes to type this post, 'cause I've no typed since wednesday -_-
Oh yes, before I forget
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HILARY HIL HIL !!!
Lol, always remember "mamamama ohtohtohtohtoh" :DDDD
Love you <3
& also happy birthday to all march babes! Iffie's birthday is next next week!
Love,
ellen
