8:01 PM
Thursday, April 30, 2009
enough of bottled up feelings
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In my 4 months of Sec 2 life, I realised that teachers are pretty good at comforting us.
"We understand you have a lot of work, SIAs, competitions."
Sure, they understand, but do they do anything about it?

& Mdm Oehlers is gonna swap a LA class with drama class next week so that we have moer time to work on our drama assessment = less time to work on our LA SIA oral presentation.
What kind of shit is this?

Decided to delete the previous post, 'cause it felt kinda childish writing is big fonts. I'm still as pissed, as angry, as frustrated, as exasperated, as irritated, as annoyed, as hopeless, as ever. I just feel like giving up and escape to SOTA/NAFA or something. Then I'd be dancing away happily like nobody's business.

I know I can't 'cause that's what cowards will do. I know I can't complain too much 'cause the sec3&4 have like triple our workload, so yeah. This is the reality Nanyang gives us - mug all day, work all day, give good quality work, give big quantities of work, do everything perfect. They're turning us in muggers we never visualised ourselves to be.

I don't think I've experienced real joy this month, except 15th&16th. In any case, I wish Nanyang wold realised that their dealing with humans, teenagers and not machinese. And perhaps stop giving us crappy projects like music which we don't even benefit from.

Looking on the brighter side of life, I still have my wonderful 202 friends and of course NYMD! :D Thank you guys! I just hope we'll have CCA asap. Then I'll be truly happy, haha.

Overall, life in Sec2 has been okay, despite all the shit we have. I'm really happy with everyone I have around me in school, and grateful as well (: Thank god there's NYMD and 202 peeps.

Goodness, everything's absurd! Jiayou everybody!!

Okay, I shall end my post my saying - Cheer up Jiaying! :D This is not the end and you'll definitely be pro next time!
6:10 AM
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
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Congratulation to the 6 performing arts CCAs in Nanyang! Gwh :D
NYMD ♥
NYGZ
NYCO
NYC
NYJF
NYCD

So damn freaking proud of all of us :D Yay!
6 X Gwh! :D
3:22 AM
Thursday, April 16, 2009
worthwhile
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Weeks ago,
I believed we couldn't even attain a bronze.
I didn't even dare say "gold with honours, here we come"
I thought we were hopeless

Weeks later, NOW
I am confident to say
"GOLD WITH HONOURS, BABY"

NYMD YOU ARE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE

"NYMD what are we fighting for?"
"Gold with Honours!"
"And what did we get?"
".......
2:16 AM
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
unforgettable
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words have failed me
We've come so far, stronger & fiercer
So this is it NYMD, show them what we've got

STALEMATE
NY Modern Dance

No matter what happens tomorrow, I won't regret anything
For NYMD has already achieved the highest honours
We're all in this together, to the very end

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tomorrow is the day we burn the floor and beat their asses off

4:09 AM
Sunday, April 12, 2009
encouragement
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Remembering what Laoshi's said on friday makes me feel like tearing.
“在我的心里,你们已经达到了Gold with Honours,比 Gold with Honours 还要高得好多好多。不管你们得到什么奖,我都会为你们感到高兴。我不希望你们得不到 Gold with Honours,就哭得要死不活,因为我已经很 appreciate 你们的 effort”
I still can remember how frustrated with us she was after our first UCC rehearsal. She thought we were hopeless. The amount of effort she put into training us and choreographing the dance cannot be described with words.

"Our journey was breathtaking and nothing can take that away. So for now, workhard not for the GwH but for your fellow dancers and leave the rest to fate. We have nothing to lose and will only come out of this a stronger dance troupe than we've ever been."
- posted on yahoo groups by mabel

Gold with Honours isn't everything and should not be everything. I'm not saying this as an excuse. Really, I have much confidence in NYMD and I believe we have achieved the highest honours. Whatever the outcome may be, we have already won. (perhaps not in the typical 'got-a-goldwithhonours-way, but still we have won) The prize is the beautiful journey and presently an unbeatable dance group.

The fight for the GwH cannot be determined. Still, no matter what are the results, I'll leave no regrets.

"Dancing with the feet is one thing, but dancing with the heart is another."

Thank you Kelly, Mabel, Liulaoshi and NYMD.

a GwH in our hearts
12:52 AM
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
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what am I still doing here when I've got history and chinese homework.
Oh well

Exactly one week left to syf,
It's the last stretch of our meaningful journey.
NYMD, we can do this
We're on our way.

btfabtao forever~
NYMD BOOM YEAH;

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2:15 AM
Saturday, April 4, 2009
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♥ Love Batch 11 ; Sec 2s '09!


11 days to SYF! :O
2 days more to single digit omg...
Nymd we can do this!

Ystd had dance after school, laoshi didn't come ): But anw we practised and diaoed quite a lot of movements, yay productive :D Then Gan and I rushed to TLL and the lesson was so DAMN BORING.

Today
Dance from 7am-12pm. I woke up in the morning whining "another day of school" then I realised it's saturday -.- Lame. 'Cuase it's like waking up at the exact same time as normal school days. Okay we reached school and zilianed alot before WE CUT OUR HAIR. Lol. Practised under the sun in the quadrangle while waiting for our turn to cut hair. I seriously think I got slight sunburn lol. Saw yueling and some badminton people running on the 2nd floor, but she didn't see me and I was like shouting so retardly. Okay then we went back to the dance studio to rest and diao some more movements. And then it was my turn :O

Lol I couldn't really tell what I looked like when the person was cutting my hair 'cause I didn't wear my specs, but it turned out to be ok. Surpirisingly, nobody had drastic changes, so good lah :D I think the hair dresser must be totally sianed diao from cutting like 40+ times of the same hairstyle (btw it's short hair with bangs, haha)

After that practised some more. The effect of the hair quite nice, haha!
My bruise got 10 times worse ):
Will someone invent a butt protection guard...?

Sheesh I haven't done any homework yet :O So dead. & LA blocktest is next week & I doing nothing about it :O

♥ NYMD BTFABTAO

ellen ;