then one of them said,
"No pressure lah, get gold with honours can already"
Rachel: Yeah no pressure O_O
CCA today as the dance studio was different. Did lot of improvisation and it all ended up comical instead of dance-like. Oh right, that sec1 biatch finally chose her CCA. We don't need any chachagirl :D MD btfabtao (wow when was the last time I said that). Ate at westmall with Haoqing and Eunice, they super cute lah. Couldn't really stop laughing.
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Last week was pretty much awesome. A million thanks to all those who wished me happy birthday and those who gave me presents. Special thanks to Ch6 people, had a truly wonderful birthday!
Tuesday had ivp draft session after school. Generally received positive comments, though the mentors didn't really show much interest ._. At night went for dinner at jurong point at newyork newyork. Super paiseh, the manager kept talking to me 'cause last time I said I wanted to work part time in their restaurant when I was 17 ._.
Wednesday CSM was pretty much boring as usually. Spent the whole time scratching my neck and talking to hilary (stupid bob hair really getting on my nerves) and walking around HCI aimlessly with Jiale. Managed to sneak into poolside and get a drink, haha. Later on went to westmall burger king with charity6 people for lunch. Val and Aloy kept talking about buying bubble tea, omg didn't know that they secretly went to buy a birthday cake.
Huh, then you must have been an idiot all the time sitting there!! - LingAn
Thanks...
Yingxuan was like trying to distract me at the bus stop 'cause Val and Aloy were hiding somewhere in the cake, and really I was totally clueless ._. Oh well, it was meant to be a surprise anyway, so, lingan, being an idiot in such cases is okay.
They gave me the cake at Shuinhern's house and I was trying hard not to cry, 以免被称为drama mama. SO, THANK YOU SO MUCH EVERYONE WHO WAS THERE. Really never expected anyone to do such a thing, you guys are truly great.
After that was just playing games like truth and dare etc. Fun :D
Thursday and Friday were all revolving around the CW6 performance (which we didn't perform to our best ): ) But still got more experience now lol. Had LOA (leave of absence) from morning assembly on friday = missing the whole day of school. Was super happy that I didn't need to take the physics quiz (Mrs. Wong made me take it today. Stupidstupidstupidstupid...) but at the same time was sad that I couldn't sit with Iffera and Lingan anymore as that was the last day. CW6 performance ended at 1030pm O_O Completely drained.
Open House on saturday was really horrible:
1. We didn't have much modern dancers
2. We danced until there was nothing left to dance
3. There were mostly sec2s dancers so we weren't that impressing
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Was dancing my heart out even though I felt like fainting. My legs were like jelly O_O & I'm currently suffering from my all-time worse muscle ache ever. Have got bruises everywhere - knees, arms, foot and some other place not that nice to be mentioned here. After open house, some sec2s stayed back till around 245pm to dance for fun with Kelly! We had a great time :D Went home, bathed (I was like damn stinky from all the sweating-like-a-pig) and took a power nap then met Chermaine and Jermaine (wow the maines) at HwaChong bustop to got to the HCJC auditorium together. Wow we managed to find the place haha.
The dance night was awesome. Their standard is like so damn high, starting to doubt if I can get into MAD ): Oh well. Saw Jessica dance hiphop and my jaw was like dropping (x Jessica and Enrui are my new dance idols :D I REALLY LOVE WHAT M.A.D. DANCES (esp. the modern section). Shall buck up and take contemporary classes :D haha
Almost the whole of sunday was spent at Jiale's house doing the IvP project. Went west coast plaza to slack and forgot about the poster ._. sheesh. Ate subway and icecream and I got broke. Worked till 7pm and only managed to finsh part of the poster. Oh well at least it looked nice.
Sabbaticals today was really
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Sounded fun, but really, it's boringggggg. I really think I'd rather have lessons. My sabbaticals are news reporting and filming + motion effect designs. Sounded fun, heh.
Ok random ^
Fragile by Delta Goodrem
It's a really nice song. Hope nobody gets emo after listening to this.
(Heard this song at HCJC dance night :D)
Love,
ellen
Dad&Mum&relatives,
Aloysius, Beverly, Chermaine, Clarice, Eleen, Enning, Eunice, Gen, Haoqing, Hsiuyee, Iffera, Javiel, Jermaine, Jiale, Jiawei, Joan, Joanne, Joy, Karyan, Klara, Lingan, Melissa, Mengyao, Mingjip, Mingkit, Prisca, Rachel, Regine, Rosanne, Ruisian, Ruth, Shenlin, Shichun, Shuinhern, Shumin, Shuyi, Tammie, Tiffany (mortal), Valerie, Wanli, Yanying, Yiern, Yingxuan, Yixian, Yueling, Yuemin.
Will post about my birthday this weekend after CW6 (:
Sorry if I left out anyone ^ Thank you all! <3
Week 9:
Monday - Chionging chinese SIA.
Tuesday - My yay day :D
Wednesday - CSM
Thursday - Rehearsal for CW6
Friday - Performance CW6 @ UCC (LOA!! :D) & hand in CHINESE SIA (zomg)
Saturday - Open House and dance night & HCJC
:O?
Dance yesterday was okay. Did exercises and the hold-in-a-split-for-six-8 counts thing. Mine improved :D & surprisingly I don't have muscle aches today. Got the schedule for June and it's full of rehearsals and performances. Luckily there isn't much dance practise. I wanna mass train my flexibility at home, anyone interested? Anyway we got 2 performances in June at HCJC and FOA rehearsals.
Oh yeah, NY Festival of Arts! Will be on 11th July in NY auditorium, must come support!! :D
TLL as usual, couldn't laugh in class 'cause my ribs hurt ._.
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Cleared lots of projects/assessments in week 8:
1. LA newspaper & the oral presentation
2. NAPFA! (i just fell in love with sit and reach :D)
3. drama assessment, a little screwed up.
4. Maths SIA
5. Culture test
So now what's left - Chinese SIA wenzhang 4&5 T_T and the homework this weekend and IvP prototype, draft session and poster. I need some blessings ._.
Shall go shopping at night as a form of distress. Jiayou batchmates and 202!
BLOODY POPUPS GETTING ON MY NERVES.
If today was your last day
My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride
If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
If today was your last day
Rotting like tomatoes at home -_-
"I'm getting so fat, I can hardly scratch my butt..."
Saw this in an email cher sent me. Thanks darling, those stupid pictures really made my day (: Loves ♥
Such a failure.
Hmm okay.
There're some people in my class who are bitching about people everyday. It's really getting on my nerves. Why can't you all just shut your mouth and try to accept other people for who they are. Because in the end, they do get hurt. Nobody can be perfect. So try to see their good points, instead of their flaws.
Dance (♥) on friday was at the roof top hall. Yay :D Really miss dance and the sec1s are really not bad, in terms of their character. Can't wait to get to know them better. Liulaoshi asked us to choreograph different steps in our batchs. And she talked about dance night preparation!! Oh yeah, we have another 2 performances in June. SYF dance ♥
Right, after dance almost everyone had left. Only me, rachel, jermaine, haoqing, kelly and jody were left. The seniors asked us to carry the ginormous stereo to the general office at the 1st floor (the roof top hall was at the 4th -_-). It was quite funny. Normally, 5 people were needed to carry the stereo because it's freaking heavy. Then there were only jermaine and rachel carrying it. Haoqing was pushing the trolley thing and I was carrying their bags and holding the lift. So jermaine was shouting that she had sweaty palms. And haoqing didn't have enough strength. Kelly was sighing her head off -_- haha.
Rachel and I went to TLL afterwards. Had chocolate banana waffle for dinner. It tasted... funny :\ Chatted with Rachel then we went to TLL. And I swear that TLL is so totally over reacting with the whole swine flu. This woman asked me to stand in a red box taped on the floor (okay, shumin and yueling just spammed me with virus on msn lol) and I was like what? Then I realised I got my head zapped for tempreature. Then that woman pasted a sticker on me which said "I'm cool. 8th May 2009" How embarrassing to walk around in that -_- I just totally ripped it off. Okay that's not all. Before entering the classroom, another woman gave me a few drops of hand sanitiser which I washed off in the toilet 'cause the smell totally reeks. UGH.
During class, our teacher was being all eccentric, telling us how great the Malaysia police is...
"They gave Mas Selamat back to us! To celebrate the capture of Mas Selamat, everyone is to bring some food made in Malaysia. Also, everyone must wear a green shirt, khaki pants and walk with a left limp. No food and dress code, no entering the classroom."
O_O ._. -_- !?
The whole class was like what the freaking ...!!
Wow she seems so excited -_- Rachel and I were complaining that we go there from school and she said "I don't care, you go find something." Yeah whatever, I'm not gonna do anything about the dress code ._.
Okay side track a little. I remembered last year when Mas Selamat escaped, radio 91.3 was like discussing how to capture him. This super funny DJ said something like "just go bbq satay outside all the forests in Singapore then use a fan to blow the satay aroma into the trees and listen out for any stomachs grumbling, then you can capture him."
(x
Went home with Anna after TLL, chatted a lot.
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Mr Kuo told me something funny on Thursday during IvP.
"The reason the stupid fishes are trying to get into the pot is because I put fish food in it."
O_O
"Yeah I know that's an evil thing to do..."
Rofl? I was laughing about it the entire day with people thinking that I'm crazy.
After school on thursday, hilary, shichun and I went to HCI poolside. We had a hilarious time trying to find a way to the poolside cafe. We were like complete noobies, climbing up and down. Sat down and talked for quite some time. Had a great time chatting :D
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Yup that's all I've gotta post. Before I forget
HAPPY MAMA'S DAY TO ALL MOMMIES ON THE PLANET! (:
辛苦你们了! ♥
Also,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST HAOQING!
Thanks for being a super awesome and entertaning bus buddy and batchie! ♥
Love you to bits and pieces.
Today morning when I woke up and gave my mum a hug, I realised I had to bend over quite a bit. That was a really weird feeling :\ But anyway I LOVE YOU MUM (and haoqing :D)
Something Klara, Shuyi and I did during an art lesson. Light painting :D See the ghostly nanyang skirts? (: Credits to Mrs Tan.
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Gosh, I've been eating like a pig, sleeping like a pig...
I'm becoming a swiney.
"happiness, i rarely feel it. i would buy it, beg it, steal it"
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Since the blocks are over (though it doesn't feel like, probably because of the SIAs), I promise to post more
I hope this won't be another empty promise.
Anyway, I post more for the sake of writing down my feelings, not really for the sake of keeping this blog alive.
Hmm, I shall write my opinions on some stuff (sounds like lit essay ._.)
So I just read a post about muggers on Hilary's blog. She's right, mugger are not necessarily bad. Usually, I would be offended if anyone called me a mugger. Well, now I've come to realise there's nothing wrong with being a mugger, because there's nothing wrong or unusual with studying hard. And usually everyone calls the smartest people muggers. Muggers need not be the brightest people, and the brightest people need not be muggers. And also, there's nothing wrong with getting good results. Good results are just the prize you get when you mug your butt off.
Being a mugger isn't bad. Being a person who gets high marks but ignores others who need help in their studies, now that is bad. Everyone can be a mugger (and yeah I agree 202 are full of them, most are nice, some... pretty selfish), but that doesn't mean everyone is proud or whatever. So I shall feel less offended when I'm called a mugger :D
Hmmm, and another thing - 202 is not bonded at all.
It's sad but that's what I feel. Today was the 2.4 run, we were screaming our heads off for each other. All the '加油s', the 'you can do its', the 'come ons', that doesn't mean anything. We may be cheering one another on, whether they're from our clique or not, but to me, that's just a moment of high. It's quite hard to remain silent when everyone is shouting at the top of their lungs. So you naturally get into the together-as-a-class mood. And also, we felt like we HAD TO cheer our classmates on, because you don't want to seem ignorant to other people or even to yourself.
Then during lunch, I walked past someone from 202 and smiled at her. & she just walked off like I wasn't there. I'm not angry or anything. But don't you feel that's it kinda ironic, even stupid, that an hour ago we were jumping up and down for her at the track, and an hour later, we're like strangers. Those who feel that 202 is bonded, well, they're probably referring to their own cliques. As a class, we're in a way divided into half. So many 'moments of high' in a year - csm, lsc, c&d night, ydf, we feel like a class. But after those moments are over, the so-called bond just completely collapses. And nobody, even me, is sad about it or anything, because we're already so comfortable with our cliques.
This is what I feel, and it may not be correct. If someone asked me if 202 is bonded, I would still say yes. That's what it looks like from the outside, from all the cheering and so on. But if you really think about it, then...
Okay, just to let you know, the above content is not the result of emoing. I've just been thinking about quite a lot of stuff lately :D So not typical of me. & also, what I wrote is not targeted at anyone, so please don't feel offended or anything.
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NYMD ♥
There's dance on friday (:
Finally, it feels like ages since I stepped into the dance studio, or even the stinking roof top hall. I really miss those days we were aiming for the same goal, working our asses off for that 6 minutes on stage. Missing cca like crazy ):
Anyway, the last 'talk' we had with Liulaoshi, she told us about our upcoming performances:
1. Cluster 6 Dance night @ UCC, 22nd May. Performing Stalemate again (:
2. NY festival of arts (July?), mostly likely Stalemate, I think. I can't get enough of the SYF dance!!
3. NY glitters (August?). Ms Goh said it would probably be at the esplanade (Liulaoshi was super pleased, haha). Lol, I think I'll remain excited for the rest of the year ._.
Which will also mean I have to keep my short hair until August. I miss tying my hair :\
4. Last but no least, Modern Dance - Dance Night. It'll be next year's April :D Omg, and I'm so happy that the sec4s this year will be coming back and dancing as alumni! & I'll be a sec3 by then, sigh 老了老了!
Yeap, looking forward to learning new dances, other than the submissions of all the stupid SIAs and projects Dx
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Today
Had our Maths block test (the veryveryvery last block test! :D x100000) and also our 2.4km. I'm so proud that I improved my timing by 1 minute. And surprisingly, I had no temptation to walk or run on the innermost lane xD Shall go jogging every Saturday and Sunday from this week onwards. Oh yeah, I discovered that my lips tend to change colour when I run long distances - white, black, green, blue, purple, pink, red, yellow. Haha, so cool (x
After recess, was drama. It was Hilarious (o.0 why did I type caps H?)! Jiale, Shuyi, Yueling and Qiuhao were trying on Mdm Oehlers' cloth for their costume. It was damn funny, their really made my day :D Thanks guys! Anyway, a moment Jiale looked like Ghandi, then the next she was some person who escaped from the mental hospital. & Yueling, the gay pineapple, failed badly in trying to make herself look girly and gentle. She looked like a ninja ._. or some riot person, haha!.
For geography, had a quiz, it was terrible. After that Mrs. Amy talked about some natural vegetation thing. All the while I was observing her ears. Fyi, Iffera, Lingan and I have come to the conclusion that Mrs. Amy has no ears and is wearing a wig one day during geography lesson because we were SO FREAKING BORED. It was damn stupid. But to think about it, have you ever seen her ears? And also, have you seen her hair grow longer or become shorter? No right :D Haha, we're so smart. So after that LingAn told the class and they were totally o.0.
Okay back to the geog lesson, Mrs. Amy was talking about sometime she got stuck in some grassland because her car went out of petrol in Australia (o.0). Then she met a farmer. When I heard farmer, I thought he offered her some pigs and cows so she could ride to the city to ask for help -_- Omg, ellen why are you so nonsensical.
LA was quite boring. Realised Mdm Oehlers doesn't know how to scold people.
Shall end my post here. CSM duty on thursday, suddenly feel very sian about it ><
Listening to taylor swift's songs is making me depressed.
Ahhhh cannot cannot cannot...
